I am writing first time on blog. Pata nahi sahi se likh paunga ya nahi.. Mujhe kabhi bhi likhane ka shok nahi raha.. sochta tha likhane se paper waste kyon karna ho raha hai.. Bhagwan ne mind diya hai .. jo bhi sochna hai .. likhna hai, usme likho... Faltu main paper waste karo saath main mehnat bhi karo.... Na hi mujhe padhne ka shok tha.. Lekin course books padhni hi padhti thi ( Exam se pahli raat ko).. Exam clear karne ke liye.. Padhta to tha majboori main .Lekin bahut gaali deta tha.. us books ke writers ko ki saale khud to mar gaye lekin hamare liye itni saari moti moti books likh kar rakh gaye padhne ke liye.... Mere saare dost kahte the ki padh nahi raha to Exam kaise dega.. Lekin main kahta tha ki koi nahi ho jayega...aur ho bhi jata tha.. Iske peeche vajah thi ki main kabhi notes nahi banata tha .. jo bhi class main sunta tha.. samajhta tha.. Doston se discuss karta tha bas .. mind main set ho jata tha... Aur exam ho jata tha.....Main Hamesha kahta tha ki Agar main padha to Top kar lunga... Aur yahi hua bhi ..Mere last exam main.MCA 5th Sem... Meri job lag chuki thi (Campus Placement ) .. I was very tense that time ....Agar kuchh gadbad ho gayi to ... So i studied very well that time.. And when result was out.. My Sir ( Nitin Sir ) told me on phone that I was on top...My rank on class was No.1. .. I was very happy that day.. Becuase it was my dream to top once... Main kai baar 2nd, 3rd position par raha tha .. lekin kabhi 1st nahi aaya... vo sapna pura hua .. vo bhi mere last class exam main.... Pata nahi mera sapna last exam main hi kyon pura hua jab main na uske baare main sochta tha... na soch sakta tha... jaane aisa kyon hota hai ki jab tum kuchh chahte ho .. to vo milta nahi .. jab sochte bhi nahi ho to .. ekdum se mil jata hai...Sahi hai aisa hi mere ek dost ne kaha tha mujhase... Dont think to get a any thing... Destiny main jo hoga jab hoga mil jayega....Really Great one...
Chhodo abhi destiny ki baat baad main karenge... Abhi chalte hain likhane padhane par...This was my life before my job.... Now after college...
I am in Bangalore now.. I was placed in Torry Harris(THBS) by campus..... Joined on 17 sept 2007 ...
Yahan ki tanhaiyon ne padhna sikha diya... Pahli Book i read , was written by Chetan Bhagat . 2 States - The Story of My Marriage .. I was really superb... aur main Chetan Bhagat ka fan bas gaya .. then i read .. Five Point Some One .. Three Mistake of My life.... All are really very good...
To yeh thi vajah mere padhne ki ... Tanhai aur bahut achhi book.. nahi shayad nahi.. kyonki book to sach main achhi bhi hoti hai .. aur kharab bhi... lekin Mujhe jaane kyon lagta hai Chetan Bhagat ki book bahut touchy hoti hain.. mujhe to aisa lagta hai ki .. main character ki jagah main hi hun...
kyonki main uski book main kahin na kahin apne aap ko dhudh leta hun .......
Lekin book padhne ka main reason tha - Tanhai aur bas Tanhai ....
Kuchh dino baad .. yeh tanhai khatm ho gayi .. I got engaged on 5th March 2010... My life was changed as I am on Phone maximum time... However today some thing changed...Yesterday My Father and Mother in low celebrated there 25th wedding anniversary.. However i could not go there.. My Jaan ( I called my would be or wife as JAAN as she is my life.. ) didnt call me.. I think she was very busy in her relatives..however i missed her so muchh... waited of her call but there was no call.. i was thinking to call her , i didnt call her because i dont want to disturb her. I thought that if i call her , she will get disturbed and will miss me much and would not enjoy the celebration... At night around one i was could not resist on me .. and i send her some SMS.. I got reply that she will be in home in 30 min. however i didnt stop SMSing her.. Finally i got call around 45 min later and talker her around 10 min.. she promised me that she will call me in morning .. so i wake up 7 in morning ( i was slept 5 hour yesterday night , it was a weekend.. ) today also i slept 5 hours only.. after waking up i am just waiting for her call ... now its 11:50 and i dnt get the call... May be she will be wake up late in the morning or will be busy with her relatives , so she didnt get time ever for 5 min.... I am missing her so much... i dont know what happens to me... but something happen... mujhe kuchh khane ka maan nahi kar raha hai aur na hi main kuchh khaya hai abhi subah se.... I started watching TV in the mornning then later start my Lappy and just check the online persons on Gtalk... One of my contact given her blog link in caption.. and i visited that and thought ... i should write my blog and started writing the blog...
It was the thing for me that i started writing and hopefully will write again and again .. the reason behind it is also same ...Tanhai Tanhai Tanhai....i dont know why it happens......
I love my Jaan very much as well as my family.....I am missing my jaan very much... dont know she is or not... but i think she is not so why she didnt called me... that's ok... i think i should give her some space...so i am also not going to call her now.. and try to call her very limited only....
for now that's it... again i will come and write something .....
